HOPEFULLY *no more* STACY THE RED NOSED REINDEER SOON!

i had thought that my appointment to help me with why my cpap makes my nose red was on tuesday during the interview that i'm ACTUALLY hoping to get the job but the appointment is actually on wednesday at 2:30 and my interview for a product demonstrator is 11:15 that day while the interview i REALLY am hoping to get the job is on tuesday afternoon. i really don't know if they'll consider me for the product demonstrator job even if my job coach said, "it's an easy job that anyone could do!".. thanks for the confidence in my abilities (which i took as "ANY OLD IDIOT CAN WORK THIS JOB! OF COURSE THEY'LL HIRE YOU!". if i really cared what people thought about me- that might affect me more but considering she has just started working with me and really doesn't have an idea of what i'm capable of (i don't really think she CARES either)- i'm just gonna let it go in one ear and out the other. she obviously is a bad judge of abilities if she just assumes i'm an idiot because i happen to be disabled and unemployed. there's a good chance she won't be working with me very long, just by seeing her effort of helping me get employed again. i'm not dealing with lazy ass health assisting workers anymore. like how some ics worker that always seems to make problems with me when she works with me called me a few days ago and asked me if i needed anything for our session and i told her, "no." because i didn't feel like dealing with her laziness and blaming ME for her lack of effort to actually help and care. she just proves my theory about how women care assistants are lazy and they just expect this job to be easy because they don't have to actually help because they're working with disabled people who just like being paid attention to and don't have lives worth living- so they don't have any goals, so you can just sit on your phone and text people or play on the internet.. although, there really hasn't been much playing with the phones by ics workers i've seen in this apartment nowadays.. so someone must've put their foot down on them at least at this apartment- which was unlike the apartment in burnsville and my first apartment in minneapolis and i don't really remember them being on their phones much when i lived in the apartment on marshall ave.